Date: 26-10-1997

Sunday
Night

I am surrounded with problems. I am on a trembling point. Any time I may fall from that. I am very anxious. I can not take any decision. I am miss-targeted by our teacher but I have no prove to get rid from them. Any time I may be shot by them. I may get TC for any small bad conduct. I have to be careful but what shall I do. My problems have no solution. I cannot tell anyone about this. But I have to tell. Neither I may not become natural. These problems are always burning me. I have none to tell these. My test examination is coming on 30-10-1997. I can not read well for these mental pressure. I want to get rid of these. Who can give me suggestion? Please help me.

Date: 07-10-1997

Tuesday
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Our family is full of chaos and confusions. So, I could not meet you for a long time. There are quarrel (!?) between my parents. The result or effect comes upon me and my brother. We can not bear it. What shall we do? My SSC examination is coming soon. My test examination will start at thirtieth October. My studies are not completed. I think I can nt be able to appear at SSC. None of my parents take care of my studies. None make me awake at night. I think I may fail at test examination. So I want suggestions. Who can give me? I am anxious. I can not give up my anxiety. Please help me. I want to leave my house. And I may leave any tme. I can not bear these. Wish you good luck. Pray for me.